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I am back again

I nearly forgot that I still have this blog space, this little space for my own time. Have been working part time for 2 weeks, though only a few days a week. I can see different life from every customer stepped in. I can see how my manager treat the customer. I can see their effort to earn money but I just can’t agree that it is an appropriate way. We are different kind of people I think. It is like, an exploitation of I as a labour and the customer as a not-well-informed consumer. I am tired everytime after work even it is not a heavy work.

Trying to escape my study just now so I was looking over and over again my secondary school photos, blogs posted by people. I searched my name on google, read how people write about me, saw my name presented on the award notice website.  Well this was me and now what am I?

Struggling what to do after graduated, though I still have one year… And now i will need to deal with my assignments, feel like nothing to write about even I have read more than 4 readings. Hate this kind of feeling. I know the beginning is always the hardest, OMG it is really the hardest!

Miss my family when I have no one to have dinner with me. Miss someone in England coz I have no one to do everything with me. ONe year is short but One day is long.. Ahhh starting to say something weird. I would better go back to my assignment!

成绩

乌云密布的时候,
撑伞坚强地受着风吹雨打,
只要记得雨后天晴就能看见彩虹,
再大的雨,再猛的风,都不会让你止步,
追求梦想。
 
 

Exam

Last friday was my last paper for this semester. It was an exam answering 8 questions out of 11 by writing approximately 250 words for each question.
Oh god it was hard to me, that’s why i had started my study 6 days ago–ceaselessly reading the readings, highlighting the points…
I was so nervous before i got into the hall, Shermayne was late. I had her student ID and so i had to wait until she came.
She didn show up until 2.08pm… i had lost 8 mins of my reading time. I was so scared. No a blame here since it was already a past.
She then apologized for her late coming coz she thought the reading time started from 215 and the exam started from 230pm…
 
When i finally got into the hall, everyone was just sitting there. They finished reading the title, looking at me, looking at this strange late comer.
I was not paying attention to any face of theirs, i was busy to find my seat.
When I finally sat down. I turned the paper and read the quesstions…
Yayyyyy they were exactly the same as the practice exam questions set by the lecturer…..
Yayyyy i was really happy to see that coz i had prepared for so many days in answering those questions….
hahahahhaah~
 
 
Finally again, every thing ended that day. Went out for dinner and sing K.
 
Cant believe my 1st year In uni has come to an end……..
2 more years…

Long night

I just cannot go to bed now because i have too much to think about although i have tried my best not to think about them anymore.
Talked to tsehan and thad about designer thing and I have just got back from Uni.
Feel tired and i thought i would just go on bed as soon as i got back but i am not.
Indeed, i do what i usually do, facebook and check email.
 
I saw my sister facebook status, writing that our dog was found finally.
In a drain, a corpse.
it was dead.
I am so sad, though i knew it is not going to survive anyway since it was sick when it ran away.
And people keep on saying a loyal dog will just stay away from its master to hide and die somewhere.
I just dont want believe that. I dont want to give up giving myself some hopes before it was found…
but now i cannot lie about it.
 
Goodbye little dog, i will never see you again in my life.
 
 

Hong Kong

Hey to all my dearest frens in HongKong, I am going to Hong Kong this December from 17 to 27^^yay~
Well, plz let me know who are going to be there and so that we can hang out and travel around^^
 
Yesterday I was dealing with the flight ticket and passport ,
I was really pissed off when I knew I have to go Canberra to renew my passport,
faint………
I just dont want to trouble anyone, especially my family.
they spent so much for me to study here and i just try to save money,
thats why i told them i wont be going if i have to pay the ticket myself….
Come on, lets dun spend so much when the money is not earned by ourselves..
this is what mum and dad taught me….
So last night i was really stress.
Felt so bad that i could not deal with everything by myself and need my sister to help far from Malaysia …
Oh god………
I promise, this is not going to happen next time…
 
well i should not make the trip sounds so troublesome and unhappy…..
this is a chance to improve my debating skill again and to travel yay^^
Hopefully this is a happy one…
 
 
 
 

Struggling

Read Zhiying’s blog yesterday… I never thought of one day that we all would have our own team again, but thats just what happening now.
Ahahaha… About my debating stuff… I will have my best decision… but i really appreciate those who listened to my thoughts and heart.
I can’t just stop debating u know… I will find a way but in a best way which will make me happier…
trying to adjust many things….
 
Yesterday went to Boxhill and had a great dinner….
really full and satisfactory…
Roughly at 9pm after dinner we went to Hollywood to sing K…
It was horrible….
well somehow it was okay initially but when i found that i was tired and no more energy,
and someone cut my song when I WAS STILL SINGING…
i was so unhappy and a  bit angry…
The same person again…
well thats why i doubt i will go Sing K with them again…
 
I got home at 3.30am yesterday, and i could not sleep although i was very tired…
I practised the duet that i will have to sing for the soundtrack recordings next saturday…
 
Woke up at 8.30am this morning…so tired><
went to flinders street and waited the rest of the committees…
We picnic from 11am until now…
it took such a long time but most of the time, we were walking…the garden is damn big><
but it was a nice afternoon though with the song and word guessing games…haha~
 
and after 45 minutes i will have to go to juen;s place…going out again…
assignments, i will come back to after all these….. i will finish you!